i dont know why i cry about him..
i didn’t think i’d have feelings for him afterward… but i do. And i want them to go away.. because i won’t get him. And i know that. And whenever i think about it, im hurting myself by thinking of what could’ve been. but i left. He wanted me, and i got scared. I deserve this.
I’m tired of making mistakes. Screwing up. Causing drama, gossip, and a just putting myself in a worse place as to where I already am.